one step forward, two steps back
My partner, my beloved, and I broke up a week ago. Like you might expect, I've been rollercoastering through the emotions: despondent, sad, angry, sad, vaguely optimistic, sad, despondent.
Yesterday, I got to work and was having some real problems staying awake, like I did when I first started at this job and I was falling asleep with no provocation and no control. I ended up going home and going to bed.
Today, I've gotten to work and can't stop crying. I think this is quite possibly worse than narcolepsy.